Robyn

Hey All!!
I’m back again! I went so long with out a computer, that’s why I have not been on in so long!! Well my life got to be so amazing and I pretty much lost it all. I met an amazing guy, then I got engaged, the greatest day of my life. then last month I caught him cheating on me. So I had to pack up my life and move back into my parents for awhile. How do you mend a broken heart? I can honestly say I havn’t been eating a hole lot. I have lost a bunch of weight, but not in a very healthy way. I keep thinking what did I do wrong for this to happen.  The doctors have me on some pretty good antidepressants but I don’t think thats the way to go. But whatever numbs the pain a little bit.  So my friends who care for me, have been trying to keep me busy on weekends and getting me out of the house to try and forget things. I just really thought this guy was the one. I just really want it to be my turn for happiness. But i have learned to love myself for who i am.
I miss so many of you guys!! I just hope some of you remember me! Looks like everyone is doing well with there weightloss! Does anyone have any suggestions as to how I can move on with my life? Cause I sure need some help!!
Thanks Guys!!
Love Robyn

Happy Halloween Everybody!!
I am so sorry I havn’t been on here in quite sometime!! Lots of things have been going on, lets see where have I left off, I Beleive I told everyone I was pregnant, Whoa the morning, noon, and night sickness!!! A few nights ago I lost my baby. It was painful and hurtful, But we are going to keep on trying!! And besides when we “Try” its my favorite form of exercise!!
The guy who robbed me at work still has not been caught, So Crime Stoppers went to my Job and re-inacted the whole thing and made a commercial, so it will be shown nationally. I’m hoping this sicko gets caught soon!!
So what does everyone have planned for this All Hallows Eve tonight? I am doing something Ihave never done before, and thats getting all dressed up and going to the bar for a costume contest and some kareokee, I don’t sing but my boyfriend loves to!! And he does it really well.  So I’ll be all Jazzed up as a Belly Dancer, my boyfriend is being a rather exposed girly fairy haha (I think he’s going to look hotter as a woman then I will tonight) My friend Kim is being a Naughty Nun, and the guy she is seeing is being a classic Freddy Kruger!
So last night I spent some time painting me boyfriends nails to give him a little start on his costume!  I’ll get some pictures done and get them posted!
Well I hope everyone has a great night and be safe! And don’t munch out to much when giving out Candy!
Love you guys and miss you all like crazy!!!
Love Robyn

Hello Buddies!!!!
Well I just don’t know where to start! it started to snow! BOO!!! Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! Or ummm Happy Thanksgiving to all the Canadian Buddies, Cause we have our thanksgiving on a different month!!
Well Buddies are you ready for this news, I’m pregnant! I have to make a appt with the Doc to confirm this, But i woke up one morning and I wasn’t feeling so good, and I was late….. So my Over joyed excited boyfriend was like YESSSS lets go buy a pregnacy test… He was bouncing off the walls and when we got back to his place he ripped it open and read all the instrctions to me, So we waited for the following morning and I woke up did my thing, and at first it went to one line, So I was like Hmmmm maybe i’m just getting a cold or something cause its a false alarm, So I tossed it in the trash walked out of the bathroom, Then I was like hmm i’m up so I gonna go brush my teeth, So I walked back into the bathroom, and I noticed the stick in the garbage had 2 lines, and I was like WHOAAAAAAA,  So I ran back into the bedroom, and I was jumping on the bed, and my Boyfriend was exstatic!!
 Soo this is all happening so fast, I know Ricky (my boyfriend) is the one. i’m not saying this cause its been forever since I have had a boyfriend, but he has done so many things that have made me fall for him hard!  All my ex’s where afraid to take me in public cause of my weight, I felt like a dirty hidden secret,  And with Ricky we went down town the other day and he grabbed my hand and stopped me in the middle of the sidewalk and started to kiss me, infront of everyone. And he talks about me to all his friends, and he’s excited for me and he thinks i’m beautiful. And I have never felt such great love from anyone, this is True love and it feels amazing.
 i’m doing good with the weightloss, except I now have to go to the gym and see what kinds of work outs I can do now, with being pregnant. i’m trying to eat as healthy as possible, I had a wicked craving for choclate last night which I had to fix haha oops!!
Well buddies i’m off to read some blogs have a great day!!!!!!!
Love Robyn

Good Morning everyone!!
well i’m down 9.5 pounds and 11.5 inches! YAY!! I havn’t been online much, i’m still coping with the robbery,  Everything is taking time, I went out yesterday with my Boyfriend and I was still nervouse to be in public. I didn’t let him know it, but I was excited when we finally got back to his place.
Well the forcast is calling for snow on friday! BOO!! that just sucks! I was really hoping it would wait until after Halloween, but thats hardly unlikley!  So how’s everyone doing? I’m going to go read some blogs and check everyone out!!

Love Robyn

Sorry I havn’t been online in the last few days,  2 nights ago, I went to work and my worst nightmare has happened, I was robbed at gun point, And Man came into my store and came up behind me and Shoved his gun in my back and told my to empty my cash registers. he threatened me that if I called the Cops he would come back and Kill me. So after about 4 hours of dealing with the cops, I got to go home. they havn’t caught this man yet, but he is on the News and in the news papers.  My life was thretened for the 60 bucks he got away with.
I am now terrified to go out bymyself and I cannot sleep.  I have an apt at the doctors today, to get a letter to go on stress leave and I am going to see if there is anything the doc can perscribe to get me to sleep.  I have to go to councelling sessions.
The cops think this Robber was a druggie looking for a quick fix.  Well thanks alot druggie you have scared me for the rest of my life.
I have barley eaten anything latley.  So I am going to go try to eat some breakfest today and see if i can get anything down.
I hope all of you are doing great!! Your all in my thoughts!!
Love Robyn

This weekend has been amazing! So with this new Guy in my Life, I feel alive and all smiles! He likes me for me, we were cuddling last night,and he was tickling my roll, and I pushed his hand away, Cause it made me feel icky! And then he says this “Robyn you have to get used to me touching you because your Beautiful” And I was dumbfounded! He is the Beautiful one, I went to hang out with him last night and I didn’t come home until 8:00 this smorning haha oops!
I’m off to the gym tomorrow, I should have went to day, but choose sleep instead, But I will get back on it tomorrow, Maybe i’ll do a workout here. And then i’ll be good!
Well my Buddies I hope everyone is doing great!
Lots of Love
Robyn

Ladies and Gentlemen!! ROBYN has entered the DATING POOL!!! Ohhh Yess and he quite the Looker toooooooooo,
So last night I went to work feeling crappy I had just gotten into quite the argument with my family and I just new I was in for a crappy night!
So at around 1am A very good looking guy came in and he was wondering around.. and I was like Okay come on buddy are yah buying or what.. And then he came to my till, and Said Okay I have a confession …Robyn Your beautiful and I just about shit my pants, i thought Ohh my is this guy drunk. And then he stayed there through out my whole shift and we have everything in common and we just had one of those talks where you stay up all night and get all giddy, then after work I went to his house, and we watched a movie, And THENN He kissed me!! I was like WHOAAA I’m on cloud NINE!!!  I just couldn’t beleive what was going on. I’m still all giddy and all smiles. He even sang to me.

Okay as for the weightloss. Umm I think i’m doing good, i’m keeping up with Curves, and my trainor said i’m doing so well I can up my gym time to 5 times a week. So thats exciting! Soo i’m gonna go clean my house or something, i’m way to excited to sleep!!
Have a great day buddies!!!!!

Love Robyn

Okay I just have to get this off my chest, I don’t know if other people are thinking the same way I am, but this is my question. With all this drama that’s going on, and this person is that person and that person is this girl has the split personality, How many of us are getting hurt by all of this. Like if I take the time to read this girls blog and put time into helping this person and going out of my way to find awesome booster notes, and this person is pretending to be 12 different people, Am I taking my time to comment them and in the end its one person screwing around. Like honestly, I don’t know who is trying to be who.  I do know who my good buddies are, but how many of them are the same person?? i’m sitting here really confused.
I don’t even know the girl who has the split personality, Or is trying to point fingers at someone else.. All i’m tryin to say is YOU know who you are, and you are bringing the rest of us down! We are all here to seek in each other for help and weight loss tip. and alot of us need a shoulder to cry on. Or we just need a pat on the back. Please don’t ruin this for us, For some of us this site is all we got!
I don’t have a husband or boyfriend to cheer me on at home, So I l0ve coming here and meeting new people and telling them they can do this! But if I have to tell this to the same person 12 times, How is this helping me any???
Anyways thats just my thoughts on the whole subject! Have a good night all!
Robyn

I have arthritis in my knees and its killing me off right now! I don’t like rainy crappy days, cause this is what I go through, I went to the gym yesterday and I didn’t give it my best, And today I didn’t go at all.  And now i’m sitting here gagging on the scent of A535… Ewwwww I hate the smell of that crap haha. YICK!!
Does anyone else out there have Arthritis? And if so what are some methods you use to cope with the pain, I would love to get out there and start exercising.  I hope this rain ends soon!!
Well Buddies I hope everyone has a great day!!  I’m off to do some laundry and make some Lunch!!
Love Robyn

I meant to blog about this a couple days ago, but I guess i’m still in Shock.  I got my before pictures taken, and i’m wearing a sports bra, So when I uploaded them on to my computer and got a better look, I was in Shock. I sat there and stared at myself for a good ten minutes, I was in absolute disgust!  I honestly did not think I looked this Big. I got a front, back and side view taken, and I was almost in tears.  I can’t believe I let myself get this way. I’m going to take pictures every month, to see where the weight is coming off,

All I can think about is, I can’t wait until the final picture is taken where I am at my goal weight. And the feeling of sucess is just screaming from me!!  i hope everyone is doing good! have a great day!

Robyn